Jacob is my boyfriend. We have been dating almost 4 years and living together for 2 years this May. Most of the time Jacob is really cool to me, understands my quirky/passionate behavior, interests, hobbies and totally accepts my "Kymberlyism's". I know I am not the easiest girlfriend, and with my past recent health issues he is a Saint!

But today he woke up and he SUCKED! He was bitter and angry instantly towards me and asked if I was going to lay in bed all day.

Like I have mentioned in the past I am recently recovering from two surgeries and just went back to work this week part time. All I really want to say about my surgery is this. It was in a very sensitive spot and a place that no one would ever want surgery unless they ABSOLUTELY had too. My surgery was not elective. The recovery from my surgery unfortunately is not the get out of bed as soon as possible, it was the lay around until this wound heals and it is going to take some time. Especially when you get an infection that you surgeon tells you is "the worse he have seen in the 25 years" of doing this specialized surgery. So my recovery has been long, painful and frickin exhausting.

No I wasn't going to lay in bed all day! He got way more sleep than I did last night and we both took naps after we got off of work yesterday. I mention that because he gets upset that I am exhausted still since I have no stamina or endurance and just spent my first week working on that and a need a frickin nap after work. He then very passive aggressively announced "his only plans today is too wait around to take me to Urgent Care" because I was having symptoms of possible infection again. I just feel so bad/mad when he does this. He then took a shower went upstairs to play video games. I waited a few minutes and went upstairs to try to salvage this day and said "Honey I am not going to lay in bed, I will do 4 hours of house work, continue with my 4 hour work day to help me build my endurance blah blah". He seemed happier and even said he was feeling better and woke up in a bad mood blah blah. I came down stairs and decided to write in my new blog he created for me about our night rescuing Jessika at the Ferry.

Jacob loves video games. He has practically every system, has a well received and viewed blog that reviews and discusses video games and even on occasions reviews video games for the Seattle Stranger. Needless to say Video Games our his thing. Since he was upstairs playing video games I thought he was continuing this better mood. But nooooo. 1 Hour later emerged a pissed off boyfriend slamming the cupboard we keep our basic health aids, toothpaste etc. Demanding where is some aspirin or ibuprofen. I very nicely said "I don't know I haven't used anything like that in awhile". Which prompted him to make a bullshit dig about of coarse not I have been on so many pain meds and wouldn't bother with simple over the counter meds. I went to the cupboard, found some menstrual relief pills and gave them too him! He took them and left to go to Target. I asked him nicely if he would like for me to go with him. (Which normally he would.) Too which he replied very loud and sternly NO! and proceeded to slam the front door and drive off.

I know he is tired of my health issues and doubts our life at this moment will return to normal (what ever that is). So I am trying to understand all this. But right now My Boyfriend Sucks!